Sneak Peak

OK... it has been ions since I last blogged... been a bit busy. The wedding was a whirlwind of fun. I am both happy and sad that it is over. It seemed like the day went by so fast. At the end of the day I simply felt loved. Loved by my friends, loved by my family, and loved more than I have ever felt by Anthony. He is an amazing man and I do not say it enough. I will always feel like he saved me... and continues to do so. People keep asking me if it feels different and the answer is yes. I didn't expect it to - we have been together for 6 years and lived together for 4. When he comes home from work... it is my husband coming home. When I go to bed at night, it is my husband and I sleeping next to. I love you bowdie, and always will:)

To say how grateful I am to all my amazing friends and family is utterly not enough. Looking back, I think I am a much better bridesmaid than a bride. Not because I am high maintenance, but because I am too low maintenance. That sounds like a good thing, but in reality, it's not. My friends really kept me on tract - from finally getting my dress to picking a make-up person and finalizing all the little details. I am sure they were all talking about me - and thats ok - I deserved it. I don't mean that in a bad way, it's just the truth. I could organize an entire wedding for someone else, but when it was my turn - I'm not sure what I was thinking. Heck - I'm not sure what that says about me, either. Everyone involved was amazing. My parents did so much, Grammy helped enormously, and everyone in between... THANK YOU SO MUCH! Even all the children cooperated during the ceremony. EVEN ABBY! I was so proud of all the kids.

Finally to our sweet little girlies. You are the light of our life. You make every day worth living. You bring so much joy into our life. I hope you both know how much we love you and that you will ALWAYS be our baby girls!